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Wednesday, 20 March 2013

karangan ke tiga puluh satu - Monolog Malam


Terlampau banyak dan terlalu sarat dengan sebuah hati yang entah dimana hujung...di mana pangkal...kesaratan ini membuatkan jiwa yang hanyut ini mungkin akan karam...atau sekadar terapung menanti saat dibaham badai yang membuas tanpa ada erti simpati...

Kala menerawang dalam sebuah alam yang entah di mana asalnya...hati yang hilang punca akan bertanya...ke mana lagi dahan yang ada untuk berpaut seandainya semuanya raput...lantas hati mencari jalan keluar...walau beribu titis air mata yang mengalir, keadaan tidak akan berubah...ianya akan sama...dimamah masa yang mungkin hanya ada beberapa saat lagi...

Untuk apa berangan terbang ke awan seandainya berdiri di bumi pun masih rebah...untuk apa bermimpi menyelam di laut luas seandainya air di cawan tidak terteguk...walaupun impian ada, tapi apa guna impian kalau terlalu sukar dibaca oleh hati dan akal...langkah harus diatur dalam melihat sejauh mana kaki boleh melangkah...agar tidak tersadung lagi...buang semua batuan dan ranting yang memaut kaki...dan kenali apa itu kebebasan...

Ada kalanya kita lupa...dan gagal membezakan antara lena dan jaga...walaupun mimpi itu indah, tapi mampukah kau redah dan heret semua mimpi itu ke dunia realiti...mimpi itu sebagai penghias...hanya sekadar satu hiasan...mungkin ada yang bermimpi untuk hidup seratus tahun lagi...mungkin ada yang bermimpi untuk tidak tua dan muda selamanya...dan mungkin ada yang bermimpi untuk kekal bahagia selama-lamanya...namun, itu semua mimpi...hidup penuh dengan rencahnya...semua rasa diadunkan dalam satu balang kehidupan agar manusia itu tahu nilai kasih sayang, kesedihan, kegembiraan, tangisan, kepedihan, kesakitan, derai tawa dan senyuman...

Bingkisan ini hanya sekadar satu monolog...yang lahir dari hati yang sentiasa mengharapkan sesuatu yang tidak tahu apakah kesudahannya...dalam kesahihan mencari jawapan, atau mungkin tidak akan diketahui sebarang jawapan...biar masa membalut dan menjawab semuanya...kerana jawapannya ada di tangan takdir...


PS

Sejujurnya...dengan nama ALLAH...pencipta sekalian alam dan makhluk...sebelum aku menutup mata...aku nak bahagiakan semua orang yang ada di sekeliling aku...akan aku lakukan semampu yang boleh...walau apa pun...tiada rasa benci...tiada dendam...aku akan buat apa sahaja...bukan niat untuk meraih simpati atau publisiti murahan...tapi itu NIAT aku...yang lahir dari hati dan akal yang waras...YA...AKU AKAN BAHAGIAKAN SEMUA ORANG...semoga semua  orang senang  dengan aku dan akan terus tersenyum...macam aku =) 

4 comments:

target=”_blank”cik kaki ketawe said...

teruskan bro...sy sokong apa aja yg bro nak buat...besar pahalanya bahagiakan orang lain... sy harap bro pun akan bahagia juga...gunakanlah masa kita untuk cari kebahagiaan diri kita juga....bukan tanda penting kan diri...kadang2 kita kena fikir pasal diri sendiri tahu... may Allah bless you duniawi wa ukrawi bro =)

target=”_blank”mr broken heart said...

insya Allah CKK..kam seronok tgk org gmbira dan ketawa kan?dpt tmpang tgk jadilah..2 pun da dkira alhamdulillah

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